A poem for ,the unknown Iraqi – and for soldiers everywhere,

the unknown Iraqi, anonymous, at least, to me,

lies sprawled and dead

and splayed across my TV screen.

Alone, forlorn, tattered,

The unspoken agony of the recently deceased.

His shoe is smudged with desert sand,

The socks, grey, thin and

Mouse – like feet.

Killed in action?

Killed in anger?

Killed in the frantic scramble –the near paralysis – of impending defeat?

He is gone.

He is mute.

One end result of a game that’s been played many thousands of times,

A scene replayed across the ages,

As one “just” war (and it’s own war crimes) concludes –

And recrimination rages.

War makes of peace, a miser,

And the unknown Iraqi lies dead, and,

Unlike me, unlike us,

Cannot grow any older, and yet be

None the wiser.

2003


What God might think….

What (maybe) God (might) think of the world.

 “how odd”

thought God –

“ a programme about something

which many of them do not believe to be here”,

and switched to BBC 2

and poured a metaphysical pint of beer.

 “Hmmm …a curious mix of sceptics

and the very devout…

and that young man, Vine?

whilst hardly divine, certainly seems devoted;

wonder how the punters voted?”

and so sat waiting , for a sign.

 “That’s me,

on the TV –

all,

and nothing at all,

beginning and end,

a blessing, a curse,

and sometimes – in my name – (which is?)

something infinitely worse.

Bible

Libel

Koran

Ashram

Hotel room reading

and sometimes the trash can.

Prayers, prayers and more prayers,

heretics

and holy folk

eternally splitting hairs.”

And so sat back, and wept a little, for such cares.

 “ News? I’ve heard it all before.

Ought to show them the eternal door!

Always fretting over the Great Question :

Oh! Why, oh why?

Well, I’m not waiting

on all your debating.

The only advice I can give

humankind,

whether I may be,

do or do not live, is,

that you would be wise to keep me in mind.”

And so sat up, and flipped channels to Sky.

 26/2/04


Poem dedicated to Andrew Motion

This poem was written ages ago, 9/6/99 in fact. I was listening to Andrew Motion being interviewed (on BBC4 Today programme if my memory serves me well) just after he had become the then new Poet Laureate, wherein he bemoaned the lack of time.

I heard him read a couple of years ago, and am particularly fond of his collection, ‘Public Property’ .

Poet in motion.

 

Such a commotion,

the very notion,

“no time to smell the roses”

says Mr Motion…….

We are most fraught,

at the very thought ;

what?!

 “no time to stop and stare”,

it’s enough to make any literary critic

lose their equilibrium,

if not their hair.

We need our Laureate

to contemplate

and ruminate,

to lyricise,

to amble

to dawdle,

and to gently criticise.

To set the world to verse,

with time allowed for reflection,

for meditation upon our mutual direction……

So please Mr Poet Laureate,

no rush,

but lots of shush,

indeed, more hush,

for, as one supposes,

the job of poet

can only be,

to take time to smell the roses.

 

 

 

 


Whilst walking on Carningli , thinking of Helen

This poem was written in 2003, and, like a lot of the poems of the last 12 years or so, was inspired by Helen. Carningli (The Mountain of Angels) is the mountain which lies behind Penrallt Farm and it is an awe inspiring and ancient place. I love to walk there, more than pretty much anywhere else I have ever been. And I love getting home too….

ImageCarningli

Carningli

Crowns the bay

As I stare hard

On this perfect summer’s day

At the blue-green world

Yawning beneath me.

Gasping to the top

I clasp at stone

And lay a new gift –

A blessing, ordered to complement

My bent –pin wishing well thoughts –

Atop the gathering cairn.

Rested, renewed,

My legs construed

To return me to you

And your melon scented kisses.

You – the jewel

In my Carningli crown.

 


In celebration of grandparents – Eleanor and Raymond

About 14/15 years ago I collated a small collection of poems, under the title of  ‘Rewarded by Dolphins’.

My intention for this blog is to begin to set out a collection of new poems, written during the last decade or so – but I wanted to start this creative adventure of mine with a couple of pieces that relate to my grandparents, who I loved dearly, and who gave me an inspirational vision of what ageing well can be like – a path made much easier for them by my mother, who made sure that their long journey was a comfortable and an honoured one.

“Ray and Nellie” were married for just over 70 years.

Two pieces.

UNTITLED

Thinking of you ,

grandfather, my love,

blue bearded and green pyjamed

as you lay, serene in death.

What were you thinking of in those last, feather breathed days?

Of beer, and skittles?

Old cars and older friends?

Loose fittings, loose ends? 

Or was it of us, or had you already left us behind,

pretty much as we suspected,

our solicitations rejected?

I like to think that some image of us, your loves,

was imprinted upon your mind’s eye

as you slipped out of the room

with one final, short, sigh……

My grandmother (the angel on my shoulder) died about 18 months after Ray and as part of the elegy for her funeral service I wrote;

When I travelled to France recently, on the overnight ferry, towards midnight I went out on one of the upper decks. The moon was rising and romancing the sea, and I had the strongest sense of my grandfather, heard him talking to me, and felt his presence. And I imagined him dancing a ragged and solitary hornpipe, atop the silvered waves. (And then, because I am his grandson, I went and had a coffee and a cognac, and chided myself for being whimsical)

Well, I like to think that the same moonspangled carpet will be laid out across the sea tonight, and, if I was making my voyage again, that I would see the sailor and the lady, sitting at a a table, straight backed and forever young. For an instant they might look towards my ghost ship passing by, and, later, I think they will turn and look eagerly for us all.

But for now? They only have eyes for each other.